Dizze Dahmer:
I like to get drunk and play with unloaded guns
Cock it back and pull the trigger to my face for fun
It feels good to feel the barrel kick as the trigger clicks
One day it might be loaded and I’ll get rid of all of this
But I got no reason to complain I guess i’m insane
Livin life like it ain't shit but a silly game
Cuz I got nothin to die for but nothin to live for
Always stayin fucked up cuz I feel I can’t give more
I was blessed with the gift of rhyme but cursed with an unstable mind
But I try to think that shit is fine
I reminisce to a time when shit was so simple
When I was young havin fun before I went mental
Before the wait of the world crushed my spirit
And life was filled with happiness I didn’t have to fear it
So when I die and they bury me in a hole
I hope the rain can still reach me to cleanse my soul


D-Lo MacVeigh:
Every corner I turn, I feel like death is stalkin' me
Created too much bad karma, now I keep the glock with me
But after losing everything, what do I got to protect
I find myself when I'm alone with that glock to my neck
Ready to pull, but something's keepin' me from doin' it
Something telling me I have a reason, and this life, I'm not thru with it
I put it back on my dresser, and go back to my slumber
Dreamin' about the day death comes to call my number
Wakin' up everyday, stayin' alone and depressed
Wondering what's keeping this heart beatin' in my chest
Another nigga has beef, that's another nigga dead
And another niggas face I can't get outta my head
I fall asleep to wake up, cold sweat and shakin'
Thinkin' about the fact, that's another life that I've taken
I know death's over my shoulder, but is it really me he wants
I'm just his right hand, I have to deal with these taunts


Dizze Dahmer:
The pain and agony, the strain is staggering
Like a knifes aimed at my vain and its stabbing me
And that’s how I feel on a daily basis
I know that i'm bitter but I can barely taste it
I’m waitin for another world war, or a meltdown of the earth’s core
And it still probably wouldn’t hurt more
I know i’m not the only one who feels this way
I said I open my door for death and everyone could relate
I guess i’m happy now, but my insanity drags me down
And the very rain i’m wishin for my only make me drown
Behind every smile is a frown that hides jagged teeth
It’s never as good as it seems once u scratch beneath
When u get past the disguise that’s where the truth lies
I have a hard exterior but there’s pain in my eyes
So when I die and they put me down in the dirt
I hope the rain can still reach me to wash away the hurt